Tuesday, March 15, 2011 at 5:09 PM
Dear reader,
Had Design and Technology classes today from 9 am - 3 pm, after that went home and switched on the computer, first thing was to check facebook and i guess, i saw something that made me stunned for a few seconds. But guess i should be really really really happy about isn't it? Hahas, and then, asked the next door girl to confirm if she's going out with me, and then again. I set my expectations too high.. So forget it. This 2 stuffs really dealt me a heavy blow, and i'm feeling like a pathetic person once again. I tried my best being optimistic. But i guess, i can't. So i'm probably considered a pathetic person. I really want to ask myself, Why should i fall in love? How to not fall in love? I seriously want to be a guy that doesn't loves. Its always i either get played or rejected. All this stuffs totally ruined my mood.
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