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Saturday, February 26, 2011 at 4:44 AM

Dear reader,

Right.. I've decided to give her up to sj. Well. Since i can't do anything about it. Nor change the fact that i WILL lose. Seems like this is the only option left for me i guess. Also, i'm going to start on having optimistic thoughts. Although i doubt that i have the ability to hold on for a rather long time.
Before i thought of all this, i was thinking what if she still likes me? What if she rejects him? What if she was sad, after looking at all those post about her? Even so, i didn't want to do this, but i guess, its for the better. For both her and me, i guess. So, as for the guy, i just wanna say to him, if you ever get her, treat her well, and care for her. She's a really nice girl. Just that she's a little pessimistic, but i believe you can change that. Good luck and last long when you get her. :)
And so, i'm thinking of whether to lock my heart or not, since i'm always hurt so much, but then, i guess its alright, since i'm used to it. Maybe someday the right girl might come for me i hope. So yea, Last long you guys. (Should know who you two are.)





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