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Wednesday, January 5, 2011 at 12:10 AM
Dear reader, Sigh, my hair got caught today. Went to cut it and got back my ez-link. It's really short now. I;m missing it already. And it's been only 7 hours. Okay, back to the main topic. I'm starting to get really stress. N's is only 7-8 months. And i'm already worrying like a douche. And i've kind of fallen for another girl? Zz. Don't know what's wrong with my mind. Ally's trying to help me by giving me tips and talking to me, appreciate it lots, but i doubt it'll help much. And i'm getting weaker and weaker this days, its like i lost part of my soul during holidays, who cares. I'm gonna die soon anyways. And sometimes, i have retarded thoughts in my head, cutting myself, eating panadol, selling my soul to the devil to get what i want. It's all being stuffed into my brain, and it's a bother. I've tried not to fall in love also, and yet, this happens. Despite me and her were friends for almost a year, i'm still not close with her. What to do.. And my n's. Sigh. Gonna have depression at the rate.. |
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