Wednesday, January 26, 2011 at 11:51 AM
Dear reader,
I've had enough. I've seriously had enough. I'm starting to take panadols again. I don't know why, but i've a feeling that i just lost the optimistic side of me. Sigh. No matter how hard try, i'm still javier. The same old fail one. Sucks being me, and being in this world. I really did try my best.. To get her attention and everything.. But then.. Sigh. Guess i'm just a loser. Wanting something that cannot be achieved by my means. Tomorrow, i think i'm gonna go to somewhere high and isolated to cry or something. Sigh. Ever since i started blogging, nothing ever seems to change. It's been the same along. Always the pessimistic post. Not even an optimistic one.
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