Friday, December 17, 2010 at 3:36 AM
Dear reader,
Shes definitely not interested in me. Oh well. Guess i expected too much again. Typical of me to do that. I'm also not gonna sleep tonight. I'm just too stressed to sleep. And i don't wanna dream anymore. My dreams are always sweet, but the endings are always bitter.. Sigh, and frankly speaking, i'm starting to hate 1 guy in my outing group -_-. He's seriously a attention seeker. Typical douche-bag. So, now i'm currently asking myself this few questions. How ? What to do? What would happen ? And frankly speaking, i can't think of an solution to solve this problems.
Also , shernice's brother < My ex, is asking me to ask her out to celebrate my birthday -_-. I'm kinda wondering, to give her another chance or not. After all, the memories she gave me was rather effed up. Max and jh said, to meet her up 1st then say, as she kept psing me. Idk thou. I just want a rs to last. Not one that's temporal nor fake. And so, 2weeks and 2 more days to my birthday. Don't really expect anything as no one's there for me or anything. My Christmas and birthday wishes definitely won't come true anyways. Sigh.
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