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Saturday, December 11, 2010 at 2:38 AM
Dear reader, She broke up with him o.o.. I should be feeling happy, but then idk how should be feeling now. Sigh. Now that my phone's not working, my life is kinda half-ed. And also, my 2 close friends finally found their partners. So i'm kind feeling rather f-ed up. Since i was the one who always started 1st. But always ended at the losing end. And, this few days i kept having thoughts on wanting to suicide. It's seriously making me feel pissed. Laughing it off and trying to be strong is definitely not a good idea. So i don't really know how to cope with it. Many also told me, yours will come sooner or later. The time isn't right, But it's all nonsense. I waited and waited. Gained nothing in return. I'm really tired of all this nonsense. But i guess its alright, since i was born to be like this. |
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