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Sunday, December 26, 2010 at 10:50 AM
Dear reader, I just wanna say, 07 ghost is an nice anime ;wild. But sadly, i doubt there would be a season 2 for it. Since it's been 1 year the anime ended, and it has only 25 episodes. God dam. Also, when i didn't online on audi for 3 days, my audi cpl jitao break. Sad ttm ): . Anyways, school's gonna reopen soon. Sigh. God damn N's gonna stress me. Gonna off soon as i'm gonna go get my school books later ^^ So gonna end here, Ciaos! ^ The opening of 07 ghost, Enjoy :D ^ Ending |
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Thursday, December 23, 2010 at 3:42 AM
Dear reader, Okay. christmas coming and i'm expecting many stuffs to come :D! Although some i might not get some things that are dear to me. Its okay, since i already have so many great friends and my family <3. So i spent a night thinking yesterday, why should i emo and cut over a girl? After all, i guess the time's not right yet, so i'm just gonna put my trust on god and the threads of fate ^^. Good-bye emo and welcome happiness ^^ |
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Tuesday, December 21, 2010 at 10:57 PM
Dear reader, It's all over. The entire thing was just a nightmare. Everything was covered with deceptions. Sigh. School's reopening soon too. Not sure would i still have the mood to study or be normal. My sec 3 life is rather f-ed up anyways. And also, i'm starting to lose mood in doing the stuffs i loved to do alot. Sigh. Gg-fied life of mine. |
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Monday, December 20, 2010 at 7:48 AM
Dear reader, Another night of sleep gone, and i'm having a really bad headache. Problems just keeps coming. God damn. Not gonna blog much. I'll just get back to stoning. Ciaos. |
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Sunday, December 19, 2010 at 6:19 AM
Dear reader, Hmm... Nothing much to blog. So i'll just start on jh and max 1st. Max and jh came over to stay at my house earlier on as it was rather late, so didn't want them to go back. And so, went to steam a few food and cooked some packets of instant noodle to satisfy our hunger :O After that, just continued playing com while jh and max were doing their own stuffs. And after sending them off. I went back to my room and thought about "You" again. Seems like its either i fully give up, or continue. I don't know thou. Afterall, guess she have not gotten over him. Sigh. :) |
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Saturday, December 18, 2010 at 1:36 AM
Dear reader, Yeap, it's all over. Definitely. I was totally wrong about everything about her i guess. But who cares. It's all over. I'm not gonna fall in love ever again. Just fuck it. I'd rather cut and eat panadols than to go through this experience again. And i might be locking this blog. I just wanna keep my problems to myself. So yeah. Bye. |
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Friday, December 17, 2010 at 3:36 AM
Dear reader, Shes definitely not interested in me. Oh well. Guess i expected too much again. Typical of me to do that. I'm also not gonna sleep tonight. I'm just too stressed to sleep. And i don't wanna dream anymore. My dreams are always sweet, but the endings are always bitter.. Sigh, and frankly speaking, i'm starting to hate 1 guy in my outing group -_-. He's seriously a attention seeker. Typical douche-bag. So, now i'm currently asking myself this few questions. How ? What to do? What would happen ? And frankly speaking, i can't think of an solution to solve this problems. Also , shernice's brother < My ex, is asking me to ask her out to celebrate my birthday -_-. I'm kinda wondering, to give her another chance or not. After all, the memories she gave me was rather effed up. Max and jh said, to meet her up 1st then say, as she kept psing me. Idk thou. I just want a rs to last. Not one that's temporal nor fake. And so, 2weeks and 2 more days to my birthday. Don't really expect anything as no one's there for me or anything. My Christmas and birthday wishes definitely won't come true anyways. Sigh. |
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Thursday, December 16, 2010 at 2:29 AM
Dear reader, Okayokay, back to blogging, since was pressured by ven to update it D:< Went out with jh and max earlier on to eat supper at mac. Then even earlier before, went to visit my aunt and later went out to meet up with jh and went off to northpoint. Afterthat, we decided to watch a movie called Rapunzel. Then later went to arcade and spent 10 bucks away. Midnight maximum tune is really additive D: . Thou it's fun ^^. And the show's kinda corny -_- Magic and romance. Arghhh, i felt alittle @@ When i saw the main character and the female character had an happy ending T_T. And also, many stuffs been happening this days, so i'm not really sure how to handle them, but i'm kinda improving on handling my jealousy. It's a great hope thou :D |
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Monday, December 13, 2010 at 4:12 AM
Dear reader, Okay, i'm starting to think audi is leading me to my downfall, today, got myself another couple. And ends up, shes has a stead, and no one told me about it -_-. Arghh. Earlier on, chatted with one of people from novice, guess, she also somehow has the same fate as me. But i think i'm much off worst than her. Frankly speaking, i myself is thinking that i should go see a fortune teller. God damn. After that, asked ven about something, and, guess i was mistaken, by what she said a few weeks ago. Sigh. Guess fact is, i'm just simply dreaming about everything. And whats more to boot, this is the first time i'm crying in front of my com ;O I guess i'm kinda retarded. HAHAHAHS.. Nvm, fuck it. I'm really getting damn angry this few days too, idk why but the jealousy shit is getting up to me. I didn't chose that to come to me, seriously, i'm losing my patience for everything and anything. And, she also came back again. Her and her brother. God damn.. The effing memories are also coming back. And what's more to boot, she's acting as thou we're good friends. God. I'm getting stressed up all because of this. And many other stuffs. Why am i always unable to have what others have? All this jealousy stuffs, its all getting to my head. And soon, i'll be insane if i don't stop this. Wished i didn't flirt at all and could be given a 2nd change to repent. Sigh. Guess it won't be happening at all.. Christmas wish and birthday wish uh.. I just want you.. Its more than enough.. |
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Saturday, December 11, 2010 at 2:38 AM
Dear reader, She broke up with him o.o.. I should be feeling happy, but then idk how should be feeling now. Sigh. Now that my phone's not working, my life is kinda half-ed. And also, my 2 close friends finally found their partners. So i'm kind feeling rather f-ed up. Since i was the one who always started 1st. But always ended at the losing end. And, this few days i kept having thoughts on wanting to suicide. It's seriously making me feel pissed. Laughing it off and trying to be strong is definitely not a good idea. So i don't really know how to cope with it. Many also told me, yours will come sooner or later. The time isn't right, But it's all nonsense. I waited and waited. Gained nothing in return. I'm really tired of all this nonsense. But i guess its alright, since i was born to be like this. |
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Thursday, December 9, 2010 at 1:43 AM
Dear reader, Once again, i got cheated! What a fool i am. Hahahas. Should have known that trust can't be given out that easily. Stupid brain of mine. And she also said its my fault, cause i was late and i brought a friend along, if that so, isn't she in the wrong too? :) Since she brought her friends TOO. But who cares? Typical fails in life. And, i'll take Jh's advice. Not to be soft hearted to girls. Guess, i've learnt another lesson. Not to trust people too easily. So i'mma be cold to many. :) |
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Monday, December 6, 2010 at 2:30 AM
Dear reader, Hmm. Don't have much to blog as its still the usual stuffs i'm doing everyday. Oh yea, i also found a new audi couple 2 days ago. I also don't really know much about her. So, i'm just gonna interact more? She also says i'm quiet. Thou she haven't saw the real me . Also, holiday's are coming to an end. Sigh, hope life as a sec 4 isn't that tough. And, her name's betty by the way :O Rather unique. And, i'm also not sure if she's the type who flirts or remain loyal. But i don't really care much, since there isn't much girls who really caught my attention. It's been 5 months since that incident. Wondering how she's doing now. Somehow, i don't feel angry nor sad that she lied and cheated me. Instead, i feel happy cause i managed to learn many things from her :O I'm also pretty sure she's doing great out there. Afterall. She as the one that changed me the most. Hah. And okay, i'm gonna end the post here, as i have to wake up early tomorrow to go causeway. Nights ! :) |
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Saturday, December 4, 2010 at 1:05 AM
Dear reader, Okay, nothing to blog this few days as i just did the usual. Today, went out at 10 to meet up with max and jianhui to have breakfast and later went to ECP(East Coast Park). And we also kind of took the wrong bus, and ended up at the airport. God damn. After that, met up with likim and gang, then we went to rent bikes and skates to ride/skate in the rain. Later on, went to eat dinner at mac with max and jh and bryan. Then went to the beach to slack and etc etc. Gonna cut out some parts by the way. Andand, I'm so in love with jiyeon, she's just too hot and sexy ^^! Although my sunny is cute, I still love them both! <3 So i'm gonna end my post here, nothing much ^^ Byes~ |
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