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Wednesday, November 10, 2010 at 2:20 AM
Sigh, Went out today with sj and friends to vivo city to celebrate Jl's birthday. Nothing much happened today thou, only that i had to emo. When we went to watch movie, i kinda sat at 1 corner at cried. Sigh. Fail me. Guess that i'm officially giving up on venus.. Sigh. Afterthat, had to act strong and laughed along with them when they made jokes. Only jh and Lk knew as i told them about it. Afterthat, went home and cried again. Can't believed i actually lost to a sec1 in wooing a girl and get jealous when the guy played and laughed along with her.. I should just seriously get shot in the head. And there is 1 question i asked god everyday. Why me? Why not others? After several months of asking him, he still doesn't have an answer. So, i guess i'm just the unlucky one. Destined to be screwed day by day. So, thanks god for not giving me an answer and thanks my life for making me so upset :) |
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