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Monday, November 29, 2010 at 11:47 PM
Dear reader, Today, went out with the usual group at 1+. Was supposed to met them at 11 but cause of max which kept sleeping, so i didn't went early. And so we went to meet up with them, went to causeway and walked around. Also ended up taking the wrong bus. And later was kinda moody cause of what happened this few days. So took some panadols to de-stress me but ended up having headache. Later, talked to bl and gave her some pocky to eat. After that, we went to grab some food with the others. Sj and lk kept disturbing me as i was eating rather slow. But who cares? Food are meant to be eaten slowly, not fast. And later sent bl back home and went to find Jl and wh. At around 7-8, we left the group. Max, jh and i were heading back to eat supper and slack. After that, we talked about relationships and so on. And my mood was dropping. So after my mum called and pestered me to get home. I kinda lost it and just walked away. Sigh. I've not been getting much rest this few days. I just kept thinking and thinking no matter how many times i try not to. God damn. Am i really just like what max said? I didn't change at all? Sigh, and whats worst to boot, she just doesn't want to tell me her feelings about me. And i keep having thinking's that is bad bad bad. Sigh.Wished i could see what she was thinking about. God damn. Guess i'll do some soul searching 1st. So thanks for reading ya :) |
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